Rough Week

Well sure has been a rough couple weeks. I'm still concerned with my health but my attention was turned to my sister June in NC. She has been sick or months now, and bed ridden. So after about the I don't know what, number visit to the Dr. the decision was made for her to stay. She thought she only had pneumonia. She was not getting better and was always out of breath, Well her heart stopped for about 8 seconds, Holy buckets, that's an entire bull ride. 8 seconds and the buzzer goes off , you can get off the bull now. So her heart was started again, I did speak with the people there at the hospital they were going to do a procedure to put a pacemaker in. I thought this was a good thing, it would keep her heartbeat on and even scale, she would get stronger and continue to be able to get up and move about . So during all of this, my son's adhd, odd, ocd, all the letters were through the roof. He was not on any medication as the last one he was on put him to sleep all the time, sent a box of cedar out to Colorado, went to 2 Journey meetings for this summer.  Oh and it was spring break too. I'm like, dang  where's my break. So no meds, spring break, kid thru the roof, sister on the edge, the dogs and lastly me. I wish I had help, but you know I don't trust anyone. So here we are, school back in session. Kid on new meds, they're not working. SMH  You know, on the other hand..... life is pretty amazing. Things just get out of hand a little bit and I have to try not to handle everything , just handle what I can. So today my sister went home. I am happy for her to heal and hopefully she will come out here. Weather is up and down, that's to be expected for our area.I'd like to be out walking more but just not up to walking in the rain and getting chilled and soaked.  I planted some rose bushes, and you know I love me some roses. I planted all sorts of other beautiful flowers too I just hope they come up. I like pretty flowers, they smell so nice and it's just so calming. Well, til next time.